overdosed on compliments

"Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life."

list of things I wish I could convince myself to do

drive to your apartment

quit my job

take a sick day just to read

go to the club on a Tuesday

spend a Friday night alone

text you without a reason

try and find you

get out of the car at the cemetery

take a walk by myself

call my cousins

admit to you how pissed off I still am

express regret

tell you everything

For all of my straightforwardness, for all of the blunt, inappropriate statements that I have ever made, and there have been many, I cannot make a rash decision to save my life.

I adore you, 

Loch.