fire conversation

Wednesday- 3: go running once a week, at least.
Thursday- 4: learn to say no.

Love,

Loch.

all the boys before

Tuesday — 2: learn how to care about grades i.e. study

I missed margs and samantha&charlotte&miranda&carrie.

Love love love,

Loch.

I've asked about you

and they told me things, 

but my mind hasn't changed.

Last night I was lying in bed relishing in the fact that it was Christmas Eve and then in the fact that it was almost New Years, and then my thoughts rested on resolutions. 2011 took a lot away from me and I lost a lot of who I was. I don't know how I could reconcile some of the events of the past year, but I know how I can make sure that 2012 will not be the same. It's kind of lame, but I think that every night this week I'm going to post a resolution. Mostly because it'll give me something to hold myself to.

We all have our nights,

1 - write every day. 

Love, 

Loch.

p.s. Childish Gambino's new album was disappointing — Drake's was not.

overdosed on compliments

"Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life."

list of things I wish I could convince myself to do

drive to your apartment

quit my job

take a sick day just to read

go to the club on a Tuesday

spend a Friday night alone

text you without a reason

try and find you

get out of the car at the cemetery

take a walk by myself

call my cousins

admit to you how pissed off I still am

express regret

tell you everything

For all of my straightforwardness, for all of the blunt, inappropriate statements that I have ever made, and there have been many, I cannot make a rash decision to save my life.

I adore you, 

Loch.

say lines and pay fines

hey hi hello,

Things I love too much

cici's

coffee

singing badly

the cici's salad bar

certain shitty people

dancing around to my iPod

working at a fast food establishment

falling asleep on other people's couches

showing up at other people's houses

old shoes that are falling apart 

shoes that make my feet hurt

staying up until 6 a.m.

community reruns

braided hair

lists

lots of love,

Loch.

marvin's room.

I appreciate the finer things,

coffee,

old books,

cigarettes, 

good sales, 

airplane rides, 

sleeping until noon,

going to sleep at six a.m.,

unrequited love,

friends becoming friends with other friends,

loving my roommate,

long, quiet nights with neighbors,

text messages, 

whisky,

nice people,

paychecks,

banter in the workplace,

instant gratification.

-Loch

tell her i apologize

obsessed.

-Loch