I'm always in this twilight

I got to this coffee house and started reading my textbooks at three. Four hours and two vanilla lattes and two muffins later, I am still not done reading my textbooks.
Sometimes I wonder whether or not things are going to work the way I want them to, but then I realize that if I don't believe that they will, then there's no reason for me to be here in the first place.

"I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map,

and I knew that somehow, I could find my way back.

Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the dark too,

so I stayed in the darkness with you.

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out,

you left me in the dark."

- Florence + the Machine


If you want something badly enough, will it inevitably happen? 
-Loch